Losing all of this weight has been hard, but dealing with the emotional baggage has been so much harder. I have ignored dealing with most of it, almost feeling like it would just go away along with the fat. Sadly, totally not how it works. I feel like I am carrying 125lbs around on my shoulders now.
Apologies have been made to friends. Self-help books have been dusted off. Husband deserves a medal for dealing with me. Life moves on and so do I. Here's to better days and throwing that emotional baggage out the window one carry on at a time.